looking at the old blog, i kind of feel upset. its the one for which only that one person can read. and i started this blog you are reading now because i want to forget the past. also, cause i dont know who i can trust myself with, since the other person is making me insecure. but, everything's over. its like a last year thing. i kind of miss the good old day, but no point thinking of something that will not happen again. it kind of didnt end the good way too. so, really, no point at all. and i wanted to delete it a long time ago, but i am unwilling to do so cause it has all the good things of the past, well and bad but thats not the point sigh. that will remind me the lesson i've learnt. that dumb clement make me remember my old blog, lah. damn him! haha.


like yea. last published september 29, 2006. and i realised how old that blog was. look at it, lah


march 2005. this current blog is only may 2006. and to think that so many things happened in that period of blankness. S:

-this post is pulling me down. i shall end it before i get more upset or something. today is meant to be a cheerful day. S: